return

Remember that night among those same stars.
We're in a red car you were sleep at my side. Going in & out of the headlights
Could I have saved you? Would that have betrayed you?

I want to burn this film.
What you couldn't do I will.

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she left behind scathed dead butterflies. two doves flying by. dead little girls half buried. hair everywhere. crusty red blood. i couldn't find her. i turn to look back at the dim lights afar. the lights are so far. so far away. just as i do so, the massive hood falls from around my face. i could feel the cold chills giving me sweet hickies. i see her. i see her standing beneath those massive yet far lights. she smiles at me....welcome back

blinking in the most admirable fashion, i also smile.
suddenly things aren't so cold anymore. things aren't lonely anymore.